Even the shyest person can hear you.

Okay, in the title, I may have spelled "shyest" wrong. Bit that's not the the point. The point is that my heart is not indestructable.
I have fallen in love with the movie Cyberbu//y, and the message makes me want to cry every time I watch it.
Do you remember the story about Megan Meier, the girl that hung herself because she was being cyberbullied, and the bully, pretending to be a 16 year old by, was actually the mother a friend of Megan's? Well, that's what inspired this movie. Kris (Taylor's mother) actually makes a reference to it.
Sorry. I'm getting off topic to what I originally wanted to say. This post is no a movie review this time. You'll be able to tell, because all of my movie reviews will have the movie posters at the top.
When I wanted to say was that bullying hurts. The other day, I'm not sure which day of the week it was, but I had my second experience with being teased this year. I always try to be so strong when this happens, but I wanted to cry this time. I thought that this year, everything would die down. My senior year is supposed to be amazing. I even spent three days with the love of my life, just over a month ago.
So like I said, every time I am made fun of, it breaks my heart. Eventually I won't have much of a heart left to break. Eventually it will just be dust. Even though here is a little bit of my heart hat cant be broken becase it's not mine to be broken, all the rest of it can be obliterated. And there is always a little part that won't be touched because it's inside the one person that I have given my soul to.
But what's left of my heart that is mine and inside my own body is doomed. I know I will be teased my entire life, and I know I can't control that. They think I can't hear them. But I can. What they're talking about, I'm very sorry, but I can't control that. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I'm sorry that you are so insecure about your own petty problems, so you have to tease someone just to make yourself feel good.
I've even tried to cut myself, just to inflict enough pain just to get over how I'm suffering inside. I'm to scared to cut myself, but I do do anything else I can to inflict pain. I know that isn't right, but what else can I do?
About three years ago, I developed anorexia. It's because of bullying and family issues, but I'm trying to get over it. It's really hard. Especially since no one on my family believe me. Once I went to the doctor ad weighed 99 pounds. then when I went to the doctor a fwew months later, I was in the lower 80s. But oh well.
See what I mean when I say bullying sucks? No matter what people are doing, if you're near them and they hear you talking about them, they are going to pay attention and get hurt. So thanks a lot, girls in my anatomy class that I shall not mention. Thanks.

The Last Song movie review

So I just watched The Last Song. It's such a beautiful movie. Miley Cyrus does such a good job as Ronnie. Did you know that Miley picked the name Ronnie? Well, she did. Nicholas Sparks is such an amazing writer. I never knew what a screenplay was, so I finally decided to ask my Daddy what it was. He told me, long story short, that it was kind of a fancy name for a movie script. Well, Nicholas Sparks did something sort of odd when he wrote The Last Song. When he did this, of course he still made the book ten times better, even though the movie stuff technically came first.
Well I've never done a movie review before, so I don't know why I am. I guess I just wanted to point out why it is my favorite movie. Well, here goes.
So it starts with Ronnie being very distant with her family, and adamantly refusing to pay the piano, which she has grown up playing her whole life. Then it goes on throughout the movie to show how her relationship with Will Blakelee completely changes this, and her distance from her father eventually disappears. Towards the end of the movie, a tragedy occurs, and she finds it necessary to finish the piano piece her father had been working on for her. Then, finally, at the church, just as soon as Will walks in after being at Vanderbilt since the end of summer, and inevitable, the end of he and Ronnie's relationship the light shines through the stained glass window that Steve and Jonah had been working on all summer. When Ronnie sees this light, she knows that her father was trying to say "Go ahead Ronnie, it's going to be okay." That just made me want to cry. Of course, the whole movie made me want to cry.
I just feel like there is no better two people to play Ronnie and Will than Miley Cyrus and Liam Hemsworth. They just made the characters seem so real. Well, end of my movie review. All in all, I'm pretty much trying to say that I am in love with this movie.

Okay, so I have a blog. Wow.

Okay so blog entry number one. Here goes...

Dear Blog journal,
     So I've never been just for blogging. I always have a lot better things to do, you know? It's not that I have anything against writing to a blog, it's just that I'm not one for making my thoughs and feelings known to the whole world. Well since this is a school project, and a good place to get thing off my mind, I might as well.
     Okay so this stupid blog maker is driving me nuts. Or it could be the enter key on my keyboard, but still! It's having a lot of trouble with knowing when I hit enter. The journaling thing doesn't recogniz when I tell it to go down. Or I hit enter and it goes right back to the beginning of the paragraph I'm trying to end. Or the little cursor sticks and even though the page is going down, I don't notice. The cursor only goes to the bottom of the page when I hit backspace, which makes no sense to me. when you hit backspace, shouldn't the page get shorter, instead of going to the end of the entry and getting longer?
     Well, it worked that time. Amazing. Maybe it heard me getting mad about it. Oh my gosh, Blogger.com can read minds! RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!!!
     Well, anyway people, ciao!