Even the shyest person can hear you.

Okay, in the title, I may have spelled "shyest" wrong. Bit that's not the the point. The point is that my heart is not indestructable.
I have fallen in love with the movie Cyberbu//y, and the message makes me want to cry every time I watch it.
Do you remember the story about Megan Meier, the girl that hung herself because she was being cyberbullied, and the bully, pretending to be a 16 year old by, was actually the mother a friend of Megan's? Well, that's what inspired this movie. Kris (Taylor's mother) actually makes a reference to it.
Sorry. I'm getting off topic to what I originally wanted to say. This post is no a movie review this time. You'll be able to tell, because all of my movie reviews will have the movie posters at the top.
When I wanted to say was that bullying hurts. The other day, I'm not sure which day of the week it was, but I had my second experience with being teased this year. I always try to be so strong when this happens, but I wanted to cry this time. I thought that this year, everything would die down. My senior year is supposed to be amazing. I even spent three days with the love of my life, just over a month ago.
So like I said, every time I am made fun of, it breaks my heart. Eventually I won't have much of a heart left to break. Eventually it will just be dust. Even though here is a little bit of my heart hat cant be broken becase it's not mine to be broken, all the rest of it can be obliterated. And there is always a little part that won't be touched because it's inside the one person that I have given my soul to.
But what's left of my heart that is mine and inside my own body is doomed. I know I will be teased my entire life, and I know I can't control that. They think I can't hear them. But I can. What they're talking about, I'm very sorry, but I can't control that. I'm sorry that I'm not perfect. I'm sorry that you are so insecure about your own petty problems, so you have to tease someone just to make yourself feel good.
I've even tried to cut myself, just to inflict enough pain just to get over how I'm suffering inside. I'm to scared to cut myself, but I do do anything else I can to inflict pain. I know that isn't right, but what else can I do?
About three years ago, I developed anorexia. It's because of bullying and family issues, but I'm trying to get over it. It's really hard. Especially since no one on my family believe me. Once I went to the doctor ad weighed 99 pounds. then when I went to the doctor a fwew months later, I was in the lower 80s. But oh well.
See what I mean when I say bullying sucks? No matter what people are doing, if you're near them and they hear you talking about them, they are going to pay attention and get hurt. So thanks a lot, girls in my anatomy class that I shall not mention. Thanks.